Well, sometimes it comes to this : pain. So hurt I want to cry out loud but it couldn’t burst out. 

Maybe I shouldn’t go back to this feeling again. 

Maybe the fate just want to try a little game on me. 

Maybe I will never, ever, get to touch your heart. 

So why do I still go back? Want to feel the worst? 

Maybe my mind thinks that that first time my heart crushed just like nothing was not the worst. Maybe my mind thinks that the second time would be bearable. Maybe I was just never learned anything. Maybe I will never learn anything. Maybe my mind thinks that it’s okay to experience that for the second, third, fourth time, again, and over again. 

Maybe I will stuck with this feeling forever? 

Maybe I will never look at anyone else? 

Maybe you would never consider me even as an option? 

Heh.. just talk, would you? Tell me what am I supposed to do. Just so you know, I’m dying in your silence.